Another day. A day of smiles, a day of uncertainties, a day of hopes and fears. Sunday’s are peaceful days, and on Sunday’s smiling often comes easy, especially when they are spent with you. I enjoy simple activities such as lounging on the couch together. Sometimes it is perfectly acceptable to just lie around and enjoy one another’s presence.
The television is on, but it doesn’t matter whether we are really paying attention or not. It is mostly the feelings I get from your company that really makes all the difference in the world for me.
I enjoy being able to lean over and inhale your familiar and welcoming scent that clings to whatever colored t-shirt you are wearing that day. Today it is white. I want to get lost in this shirt and remember your scent forever.
My heart flutters lightly due to excitement, fear, and curiosity. For a brief second I don’t want to let you go, but when I pull away, I privately study your features with a wistful, small smile. It is here in this moment when I realize that I fear our separation. Our time apart makes me feel as if I am lost at sea. There is no one around to hear my stories, no one around to act silly with, no one to hug. I don’t want to lose you. I don’t want to be replaced. I am happy and content in this present, and although my mind buzzes with uncertainties, I know that I love you and you make me feel confident and comfortable in my own skin. This moment is pleasant. This moment almost feels like a sweet perfection. It is simplistic and real. I have experienced many other moments like this with you, and each time I long for them to last forever. Each time I remember that there is no other person in the world I’d rather spend these special moments with than with you.